Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
no longer writing in the third person
in a post. I want to be remembered
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Today I felt like starting
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
abrar?
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
and the fake qualifier
as in
like first name
magnetisation/form
not their contents
bro i read nothing in my life
so the method has to be autonomous
much more tactility
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
idk
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying