but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i really havent

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

god being the centre magnet

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Rain, starting

ahnaf abrar

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

yeah

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

have you read

so at the end

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you have a beautiful account btw

magnetises a pin

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

is this you as well

i was tempted to lie about my name

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people