what do you think my name is

the site i am dreaming

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part of an old note. It will get lighter.

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

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much more tactility

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

all that is to say

so at the end

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

December 2025

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

was it worth it


magnetisation/form

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.



that looks like my instagram account

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


wait what is that

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

It Will Get Lighter