Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

much more tactility

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

lol

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetises a pin

isaac newton

division of reality is straying away from it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god being the centre magnet

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

we can only engage in such a way

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

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I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the site i am dreaming

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

idk

and the fake qualifier

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

December 2025