Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

hiding from the rain

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Worse Lift

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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in a post. I want to be remembered

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thank you, Jack

you have a beautiful account btw

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but i respect your search

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i really havent

Rain, starting

send link

bro i read nothing in my life

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

wait what is that

feel you

It Will Get Lighter

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Lift Analysis

bro i read nothing in my life

what do you think my name is

we can only engage in such a way