She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
lol
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
i dont understand magnetisation
no i haven't really read anything
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
yes
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
what do you mean
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
yeah