no longer writing in the third person

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

It Will Get Lighter


Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

idk

i see a website

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

as in


We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.