there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Thank you, Jack

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

or never left

i want to do that too

as in

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

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I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

all that is to say

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

thank you

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

i really havent

its good

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

abrar?

is this you as well

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

and the fake qualifier

magnetisation/form