Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
feel you
is this you as well
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
like first name
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
plato
so the method has to be autonomous
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
i want to do that too
its good
isaac
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
plato
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting