what do you think my name is

i dont understand magnetisation

no like which do people call me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i understand

its good

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i want to do that too

like magnets

feel you

no i haven't really read anything

god being the centre magnet

send your tumblr

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

autonomy of learning


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Today I felt like starting

Style

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.