was it worth it

its good

much more tactility

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i was tempted to lie about my name

division of reality is straying away from it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i understand

plato

ahnaf abrar

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

idk

no i haven't really read anything

is everyoneback on tumblr now

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

what do you mean

is this you as well

and the fake qualifier

autonomy of learning

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

your feed looks like my tumblr

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying