i really havent

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Better Lift

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

and the fake qualifier


i see a website

isaac

Picture

god being the centre magnet

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Worse Lift

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

is this you as well

yeah

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

magnetisation/form

like magnets

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

thank you