but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

...

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

it is hopeful


this will be about a slug

Rain, starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

currently

autonomy of learning

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

not their contents

all that is to say

IWGD

i was tempted to lie about my name

division of reality is straying away from it

It Will Get Lighter

that looks like my instagram account


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

barren land

Slug

or never left

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

December 2025

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.