She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen.
I go inside.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there
is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to
get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
