ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

what do you think my name is

abrar?

so the method has to be autonomous

propensity within someone

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

isaac

not their contents

its good

like first name

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetisation/form

which magnetises chains of pins

no i haven't really read anything

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

much more tactility

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

that looks like my instagram account

i understand

i really havent