and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

no like which do people call me

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf abrar

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

autonomy of learning

what do you mean

so an active mazelike process

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

13, H, grate

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

god being the centre magnet

was it worth it

It Will Get Lighter

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it is hopeful

whats your name?

Style



division of reality is straying away from it