i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

propensity within someone

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

as in

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

have you read

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

magnetisation/form

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i want to do that too

its performative

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

idk

its good

feel you

lol

so the method has to be autonomous