It Will Get Lighter



Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

you cannot feed someone truth

13, H, grate

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

"Put a blanket."
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i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

lol

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

in a post. I want to be remembered

i have read not even 1 book

your feed looks like my tumblr

Can I see

barren land

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

lol yea