Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

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yes

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

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I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?


in a post. I want to be remembered

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.



Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Style


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Worse Lift

no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

it is hopeful

Picture

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

so at the end

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

currently

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it