okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

all that is to say

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

yeah

was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you mean

its good

its good

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

plato

was it worth it

its performative

i understand


and the fake qualifier

and the fake qualifier

...

idk

abrar?

thank you

magnetises a pin

wait what is that

yes

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

it is hopeful

i really havent

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

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