we need to be deconstructing our identities

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

autonomy of learning

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

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i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

it is hopeful

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all that is to say

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

you cannot feed someone truth

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

was it worth it