i want to do that too

Picture

I am below everything.

Style

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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that looks like my instagram account

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think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

really i want the internet

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

plato

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them