i really havent

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

currently

Today I felt like starting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

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And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

hello reader,

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

magnetises a pin

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

the site i am dreaming

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

this will be about a slug

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

or never left

i have read not even 1 book

in a post. I want to be remembered

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

i was tempted to lie about my name