It Will Get Lighter

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

like magnets

what do you mean

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

sorry i am texting like a slav

propensity within someone

its good

not their contents

which magnetises chains of pins

you cannot feed someone truth

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

magnetisation/form

much more tactility