idk

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

really i want the internet

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

your feed looks like my tumblr

yes

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

as in

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

yeah

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
this will be about a slug

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

magnetisation/form

was it worth it

plato

the site i am dreaming

It Will Get Lighter

what do you think my name is

abrar?

currently

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression