its good

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

bro i read nothing in my life

plato

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

sorry i am texting like a slav

I am below everything.

hello reader,

isaac newton

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Lift Analysis

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i dont understand magnetisation

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

really i want the internet

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

in a post. I want to be remembered

lol yea