Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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no longer writing in the third person

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Today I felt like starting

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

It Will Get Lighter

its good

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Worse Lift

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

bro i read nothing in my life

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

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yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i dont understand magnetisation

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

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