Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

no i haven't really read anything

and the fake qualifier

The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.

i have read not even 1 book

or never left

have you read

no like which do people call me

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

bro i read nothing in my life

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.


Better Lift

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

barren land

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i understand

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people


She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

yeah

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

you cannot feed someone truth

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos