but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Better Lift

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

currently

i have read not even 1 book

that looks like my instagram account

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

so an active mazelike process

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

as in

idk

magnetisation/form

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Today I felt like starting