Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it is hopeful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I am below everything.

Style

Can I see

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

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The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50