There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

December 2025

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Rain, starting

you have a beautiful account btw

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

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autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

not their contents

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

kind of mythopoesis

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Picture

really i want the internet