We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

was it worth it

no like which do people call me

like magnets

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

i dont understand magnetisation

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

autonomy of learning

not their contents

i was tempted to lie about my name

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so the method has to be autonomous

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Picture

13, H, grate

magnetisation/form

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

and the fake qualifier

its performative

Rain, starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

division of reality is straying away from it

we can only engage in such a way