yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

all that is to say

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous

so an active mazelike process

division of reality is straying away from it

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

hello reader,

and the fake qualifier

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

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as in

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

send link

wait what is that


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nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


the site i am dreaming

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books