It Will Get Lighter

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

the site i am dreaming

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Slug

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

wait what is that

abrar?

i want to do that too

or never left

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people



what do you think my name is

is everyoneback on tumblr now

what do you mean

was it worth it

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

and the fake qualifier

I Write Goodbye Letter