i want to do that too

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext


I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

13, H, grate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Rain, starting

magnetisation/form

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

bro i read nothing in my life

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

and the fake qualifier

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i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Lift Analysis

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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its performative


really i want the internet

is this you as well

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

not their contents

no like which do people call me

its good