Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

god being the centre magnet

its good

lol yea

the site i am dreaming

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

have you read

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

propensity within someone

feel you

its performative

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf abrar

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Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

sorry i am texting like a slav

all that is to say


way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i was tempted to lie about my name

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

bro i read nothing in my life


I Write Goodbye Letter

idk