something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

its performative

you have a beautiful account btw

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

but i respect your search

so at the end

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"Put a blanket."

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

in a post. I want to be remembered

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?