brb i will read and reply sincerely

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Slug

send your tumblr

lol yea

you cannot feed someone truth

division of reality is straying away from it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

fw

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

bro i read nothing in my life

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Rain, starting

what do you think my name is

ahnaf abrar

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetises a pin

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Today I felt like starting

feel you

was it worth it

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

as in

thank you