Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting


autonomy of learning

in a post. I want to be remembered

really i want the internet

Today I felt like starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


so at the end

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Better Lift

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person


propensity within someone

so the method has to be autonomous

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Picture

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

is this you as well