we need to be deconstructing our identities
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
idk
not their contents
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
magnetisation/form
so an active mazelike process
its performative
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
Can I see
i have read not even 1 book
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
is this you as well
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
no like which do people call me
plato
your feed looks like my tumblr
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
fw
i love it here
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
autonomy of learning
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me