theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

i have read not even 1 book

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i love it here

all that is to say

so the method has to be autonomous

autonomy of learning

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like magnets

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

is this you as well

much more tactility

feel you


IWGD

i was tempted to lie about my name

have you read

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

we can only engage in such a way

ahnaf abrar

it is hopeful

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

its performative

magnetises a pin

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

what do you mean

division of reality is straying away from it

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

which magnetises chains of pins

no i haven't really read anything

ion