There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I am below everything.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

you have a beautiful account btw

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

really i want the internet

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

It Will Get Lighter

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

propensity within someone

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

but i respect your search

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Worse Lift

division of reality is straying away from it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i really havent

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

and the fake qualifier

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

and the fake qualifier

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

feel you

i was tempted to lie about my name

your feed looks like my tumblr

was it worth it

abrar?