After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
kind of mythopoesis
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.not their contents
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
Today I felt like starting
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
i dont understand magnetisation
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
yeah
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
its good
its good short few pages
no like which do people call me
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
no longer writing in the third person
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.