the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

or never left

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

what do you mean

like magnets

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

division of reality is straying away from it

fw

hiding from the rain

its good

is everyoneback on tumblr now

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged