i was tempted to lie about my name

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

all that is to say

you cannot feed someone truth

much more tactility

its performative

autonomy of learning

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Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

so an active mazelike process

propensity within someone

we can only engage in such a way

what do you mean

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

i understand

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Thank you, Jack

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

which magnetises chains of pins

thank you

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.