it is hopeful

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Better Lift

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thank you, Jack

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

It Will Get Lighter


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!


December 2025

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

hello reader,