13, H, grate
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like
the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The
bare seabed
opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
2 (actually index). two is company
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
Lift Analysis
that looks like my instagram account
It Will Get Lighter
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
I Write Goodbye Letter
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells
me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I
thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.