it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
but really the thing should be autonomous
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
not so on: yvf(wthw)
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
its performative
like first name
it is hopeful
is this you as well
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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
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