Today I felt like starting

"Put a blanket."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

is this you as well

isaac newton

yeah

Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

division of reality is straying away from it

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

lol

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

so at the end

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

its performative

abrar?

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

we need to be deconstructing our identities

as in

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

thank you

no longer writing in the third person

IWGD

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models