We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

It Will Get Lighter

its good short few pages

feel you

and the fake qualifier

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i have read not even 1 book

i was tempted to lie about my name

...

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no i haven't really read anything

like first name

wait what is that

its good

isaac newton

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


god being the centre magnet

bro i read nothing in my life

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason